A promise, one of many

"Count it a joy, my brothers, when you meet trials of various kinds, for you know that the testing of your faith produces steadfastness. And let steadfastness have its full effect, that you may be perfect and complete, lacking in nothing. If any of you lacks wisdom, let him ask God, who gives generously to all without reproach, and it will be given him. But let him ask in faith..." James 1:2-6a

I survive day to day on the infallible promises of God. They are my breath and lifeline. Without them none of us would have hope. "If any of you lacks wisdom, let him ask God..." Over here, over here, I need it. I need the wisdom that comes from our Maker. I'll be honest. I (thought I) had things under control until Andrew turned 2 and three quarters. (Or maybe it was when Annie started crawling...) but nonetheless, day to day operations have gotten HARD! It's the screaming and crying, the fits and tantrums, the jealousy, manipulation and disobedience...one can only take so much. There is much to say about perspective here, however. I feel like a victim every day, feeling like there is not much more I have to give and experiencing an overflow of frustration toward this particular little person. It is easy to wallow in it, and let's be honest, it feels good to complain to someone about it on occasion! The perspective comes in when the Holy Spirit does his cleansing work in my heart and I realize that I am my child! I am the sinful one who is complaining, manipulative, and disobedient. And God the Father is the steadfast perfect parent who tells us that He disciplines those that He loves. I am not a victim here, and I need not think that way. I am a child of God. I pray that He would give me the wisdom and courage to respond to him in the same way that I pray my children will respond to me.One of the greatest privileges in my life will be to see my children know and love Jesus Christ. I pray for their salvation daily. With this being the case, how can I not ask my Lord for wisdom, believing that He delights in giving it abundantly.